Sunday, December 14, 2003
as much as i love this site, i've moved to livejournal.
Posted at 05:35 pm by so_hypnotic
Monday, December 01, 2003
i haven't updated in awhile, so i figured why not now? it's a good way to distract me from doing homework. lol anywho...
nothing too much is going on. i slept over kel's friday night, then we went ice skating with amanda and some other people on saturday. i almost killed amanda...very funny. =) then i went shopping with my mom to get gifts for my cousins and grandmother for my grandfather's mass which was on sunday. that was weird. i mean i've gone all my life, and i guess i never really realized what it was for until this year. then we went back to my aunt's for presents and such...early christmas, i love it. i got an awesome robe and a cute scarf and glove set...it's not me though, so i might return it. lol i know that's horrible...but that's me. and today was an okay day. went to all my classes for like the first time in 5 days...lol i was in an okay mood until graphic design, which is unusual cuz it's usually the opposite that happens. blah. i think the highlight of my dad was when kelci did my math test for me. lol i love being stupid sometimes.
and now i'm sitting here being bored, trying to do homework...not working out too good. haha oh well, sucks to be me. i'm about to go out for a walk with allen...so yeah. i guess i'm done. i'll write later maybe. night!
Posted at 06:55 pm by so_hypnotic
Friday, November 28, 2003
happy day-after thanksgiving everyone!
my holiday was okay. i went to the football game with kelci and that was fun. we went to her aunt's for a bit, then i went home and ate with the fam. i went over kel's right after, cuz my family drives me crazy. i stayed there for about nad hour or so and then my mom picked me up and we went to my aunt's for desert. my family is absolutely nuts...my 87 year old grandmother was beating up my uncle, my uncle fed my other uncle's fish to the cat, and my aunts got drunk. lol it was definitely a sight to see...i love them though. never a dull moment.
and today i did absolutely nothing. i sat around and did nothing. oh well...i probably should be doing the 3 projects that are due monday, but oh well. i have tomorrow...and some of sunday. i'm going babysitting w/ kel and sleeping over her house...yet another weekend of quality time. lol like we need anymore. WoO.
i found out i'm getting a new computer for xmas and i couldn't be happier. this thing is a piece of junk, and i'm so rediculously excited! i kinda wish i didn't know, but oh well...that's how my mom does xmas. my grandmother got me the new virgin mobile slider phone and that's just as cool. i think my aunt is taking me to bed bath & beyond so i can pick out some things for my room. wow, i love christmas! i need to start thinking about how i'm gonna get presents for people. oh well, i'm babysitting next week, so that's about $50...maybe i'll even go to my other job and make some money. lol
well i'm gonna go take a shower and all that fun stuff...i'll update later.
8 days mother fucker! WoO!
Posted at 01:39 pm by so_hypnotic
Sunday, November 23, 2003
i couldn't really think of a title so i decided to post a lyric from a jonny lang song. he's so awesome...very talented and most importantly very sexy. lol yep, it's official...i need a life.
anyway, nothing too much has been going on. the mcas is finally over with and it wasn't that bad...i think i passed. at least i hope i did...if i didn't i might shoot myself. probably not, but yeah. i haven't had graphic design for three days...and i'm going crazy. lol
this weekend was decent. jystina, deanna, evan and this kid joey came over friday night..fun times. we watched bringing down the house, which is a wicked funny movie. "what's a rack?" "it's a country"...haha i like it.
he wasn't there, and i was kinda sad...but i don't see why i even bother, especially after that night...he doesn't like me, and i can accept it, but i guess there's a part of me that still likes him. i don't know it's weird. oh well..i'm better off alone anyway. i really don't think i'm ready for a relationship now...i really need to start focusing on school, and the last thing i need is a distraction...even though we all know that's hard for me to accept.
then saturday i went to target to get some minutes for my phone and i bought jonny lang too. i was so tempted...lol i need to stop buying stuff before xmas...i got amanda her present at bed bath & beyond...then i went to the mall w/ kel and manda, and they ended up sleeping over...we got like no sleep, but it was still fun. they are definitely crazy...but i love em. "she's cramping, she's cramping...we got a bleeder!"...that's definitely what i said you losers! lol
can't really think of anything else, so i'm gonna go and talk to some ill peeps. lol
(( k r i s t i n ))
oh yeah, heartburn isn't fun. =(
Posted at 05:57 pm by so_hypnotic
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
blah...i don't really have much to talk about but i felt like updated cuz i don't have a life. lol
i didn't do anything today, seeing i didn't go to school. no one in my house likes to wake me up so by the time i did, it was like 12 so yeah. basically i slept all day...it wasn't too bad. i kinda needed it. although i'm probably gonna regret it seeing i won't be in most of my classes the next couple of days cuz of the gay mcas. i'm so not looking forward to this test...i better pass, or i will not be a happy person. lol
i feel like typing up some lyrics. this is the coolest song lol i love jason mraz!
well, you can say that i'm one curly fry in the box of the regular
messing with the flavor oh the flavor that you savor
saving me for last but you better not eat me at all
living in a fast food bag making friends with the ketchup and salt
people say that i'm crazy for not moving on to better things
instead i'm sitting around trash talking with the onion rings
but it's much too soon to leave this easy life
pass me the spoon.
pass the analytical knife.
cause your about to get cut and get cut down
it's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice
you gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold
better shut up or get shot down
it's all about the know how all just a matter of taste
stop telling me the way i gotta play
too much food on my plate
believe it or not i super sized my sights on the surprise in the cereal box
my stomach's smaller than my eyes
so i went to see the doctor and he said "turn your head and then cough"
i didn't listen to what he said instead i couldn't wait to get off
he said i can have this but i cant have that
that i should keep wishing i was living the life of a cat because
i ain't the one whose gonna be missing the feast
just like you ain't the one who seems to be calming the beast
now your about to get cut and get cut down,
it's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice,
you gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold,
better shut up or get shot down.
it's all about the know how all just a matter of taste,
stop telling me the way i gotta play.
too much food on my plate.
well if you are what you eat in my case i'll be sweet
so come and get some, i'm so over it.
now your about to get cut and get cut down,
it's all about the know how all just a matter of taste,
stop telling me the way i gotta play.
too much food on my plate.
there's too much food on my plate.
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well that was fun. lol not really. i love that song...it's awesome...if you get the whole meaning behind
it, you most likely can relate to it.
i'm gonna get going and probably try and do some history homework. i'll write tomorrow. night!
Posted at 05:30 pm by so_hypnotic
Monday, November 17, 2003
i'm in the mood to update so yeah.
i'm in a weird mood..and i don't know why. i feel so..on edge..like i'm about to break. i get like this alot and it's very annoying. i hate it. and i'm in one of those moods where i hate everything about me..my personality, looks..everything. blah.
so anyway, today was an okay day. i actually went to all my classes..that's a first. i had a test in spanish which i probably failed, but i can always make it up. math was boring as usual, and then i had english. it's one of those classes you don't love but don't hate either. as for history, we have a new teacher and it kinda sucks. maddox was always absent and we never had class, but at the same time i'm glad to actually be learning something (did i just say that? haha).. then i had graphic design which is always fun, then lunch, then a study, and mcas.
the mcas test is on thursday and i'm kinda stressed out about that. i'm not too happy about taking it..i don't think i should. i failed it by TWO points (ONE question) but alot of people failed by that much so i guess i just have to deal with it. i hate tests like this because there's so much pressure..and i'm just so determined to pass this and get it over with.
i'm kinda bored...i did my homework so i can't say i should probably be doing it. lol i wanna take a walk, but no one's home. =( oh well, sucks to be me.
but i'm gonna go and sleep...i have nothing else to do. i'll write tomorrow...later.
K . R . i . S . T . i . N
19 days!
oh yeah...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!
Posted at 05:20 pm by so_hypnotic
Sunday, November 16, 2003
I'm full of regret
For all things that I've done and said
And I don't know if it'll ever be ok to show
My face ‘round here
Sometimes I wonder if I disappear
Would you ever turn your head and look
See if I'm gone
Cause I fear
There is nothing left to say to you
That you wanna hear
That you oughta know
I think I should go
The things I've done are way too shameful
You're just an innocent
A helpless victim of a spiders web
And I'm an insect
Going after anything that I can get
So you better turn your head and run
and don't look back
Cause I fear
There is nothing left to say
To you
That you wanna hear
That you ought to know
I think I should go
The things I've done are way too shameful
And I've done you so wrong
Treated you bad
Strung you along
Oh shame on myself
I don't know how I got so tangled
.....
just felt like posting random lyrics. it's a song by maroon 5...i like it. lol
well, i really don't have much to update about. amanda's party was yesterday, and i had a good time...then i slept over my aunt's house...i went to the mall w/ kel today...that was fun too. ha i bought a really cool ring and kel some cute earrings for xmas. i probably should have made her wait, but i gave them to her anyway. lol so yeah...
i'm not feeling too good...maybe i'm dying. i doubt it, but that's just me being over dramatic as usual. i'm not really in a good mood either, but we won't get into that now. i'm too lazy.
but i'm gonna go...i'll right tomorrow. this was a very pointless entry...oh well.
Posted at 05:07 pm by so_hypnotic
Saturday, November 15, 2003
well, it's been a couple days since i've last updated, and not too much has been going on. i had amanda's birthday party today...and that was fun. jystina, mark, kelci, karl and obviously amanda were there...fun times. lol
and now i'm at my aunts being bored and not having a life...the usual. yeah homie...
lala i'm in the mood to go to the mall...i have $60 bucks...YEAH ME! i probably should save it for xmas...but i don't know how to save money. lol
so i guess this was pretty pointless...nothing really is going on...yep...nothing. i need a life...
( ( k r i s t i n ) )
Posted at 05:15 pm by so_hypnotic
Thursday, November 13, 2003
i'm babysitting and kinda bored, so i figured why not update? i probably should be doing homework, but i'm too lazy right now. what else is new? lol
so today was an okay day...i finally finished the drama poster only to find out that it might be cancelled. oh well...it's still good practice. i need all i can get if i want graphic design to be my career. after all, it's my only chance of doing anything successful.
i don't play any sports, and i'm not in any clubs, the only thing i really have is graphic design so the four posters i've done in the past two years, are my only chance of getting into a decent school. i think what i'm gonna do though is go to a small two-year college like mcintosh in dover, nh or katherine gibbs in boston, get my associate's degree then eventually my bachelor's...i just can't wait 'til i'm out of high school!
well i'm done for now. i'm sure i'll get bored later and write some more. WoO. haha later.
( ( k r i s t i n ) )
Posted at 01:42 pm by so_hypnotic
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
well, here's my first entry. it's rediculous how many of these blog things i have, but i figured why not start over again. haha i'm not gonna get too in depth with this, but you'll get enough for you to want to read.
soo...i guess i'll start w/ my day. didn't start out too good, got in a wicked bad fight w/ my mom...i wasn't gonna come to school but i figured i probably should seeing i can't afford to have another day off. i really should get my ass in gear if i wanna keep up w/ my grades. so anyway, i ended up going, but not to any classes. it's not like i had many...maddox and fineran were absent, so it's all good i suppose. i spent most of the day w/ tower just 'cause he always knows how to cheer me up...and no not like that you silly perv...sorry, i'm a little different then other people. haha
woohoo...27 days 'til the bruins game...i am so rediculously excited! what's even cooler is i'm going w/ the people that matter most. expect a countdown until then. lol i'm weird...
hmm what else? i can't really think of anything! i'm in somewhat of a good mood, considering what happened friday. it feels so good to know that i matter to someone, because for awhile, i was doubtint that. but anyway, i'm gonna get going...i'll probably write tomorrow...night!
( ( k r i s t i n ) )
Posted at 05:31 pm by so_hypnotic
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